Thursday, March 29, 2012

Bent on destruction

      Today i skiped going to uni. I felt myself in a wierd mood, a bad mood, so i decided i shouldn't go cause most likely someone will annoy me and i will punish them. Actualy i have someone that needs some whooping for missbehaving, will get to that on monday. The spelling in this post will suck, be warned.

          I've been blasted by I with the "you don't know what's about, don't talk about it" when it comes to spiritual stuff(delete delete) shit. So, while i was taking one of those calming long baths, i've decided to do some research so i can smack her over the head a tad. It's starting to annoy me all the blaber about energyes and i don't know what points and so on. I was told by my senpai, when i was training in some ninjutsu, when i was like ~14 about Qi/Ch'i. And after hard work and training i realised that it's only a mind over matter, you just let yourself go and push yourself to over the edge of your limits, pumping adrenaline into your body, to deliver that fatal blow, to calm your nerves, to whatever you think or feel you need in that moment. It's just a mind exercise, a think that i have practiced a whole deal. She's got some ideeas in her head that feel so wrong to me, that sometimes i abstain from giving her a good smack over the head.
      I've seen this a lot lately, kids reading something and buying into everything that they've read, not questioning, not trying to figure themselves out that stuff. They don't know to use comon sence and just live, experience, think and figure out what's wrong and what's right. They don't know that they are first of all, theyr own gods, they can always choose to have more energy, they can always choose to be whoever they want to be. There is no such thing i can't; the sky is the limit!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5t5qY_xqQaM&feature=related

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