Only time

            I could say that i've been trought a lot of shit. Now, i'm not asking for pitty, nor do i victimise myself. I'm glad everything happened as it did, i wouldn't be the man i am today if that wouldn't have happened. But, i still feel somewhat secure, prepared. I envision every possible outcome and there's nothing unpredictable in my life, there's little to nothing to surprise me. Though, my winamp surprised me today. I wasn't ready for that. I wasn't ready to listen to this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wfYIMyS_dI&ob=av2e. It randomly jumped to it and even though my main focus was at what i was playing at that second in time, a cascade of memories where brought. Coupled with the slow, quiet rain, it was definetly something i wasn't ready for. I couldn't describe everything that i felt passing trought me that fast, that strong.

    Get the warning posters out, i'm not safe.

You can't always get what you want

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Rcg8vvFKVY

 

Yes, i am fucked up, badly. I can't seem to get my head straight, damn you A. I need...... something, or be it someone?!