I tried again. I tried to let someone in, again. I tried to fight my nature again.
Everytime i think about getting into a relationship i remeber a movie, it was called The game of love, or something like that. The movie is about the games "played", the competition between a woman and a man, the woman is interested in having a sincere relationship based on love with him, while him.... oh well, he's a man, he wants to get her in bed.
I'm alone again... just when i was begining to feel it, to feel having someone close, it dissapeared like a puf of smoke/dust. I feel i might have to restrain myself so that i won't go to her and take her in my arms, but one thing i learned in these years, it's done... i can't do that, cause it's useless, i don't have anyone to take in my arms.
Honey now if i'm hones, i still don't know what love is..... no one loved me so i can see and know what it really is.
Le: Oh yeah, i'll be stuck listening to David Gray-The other side for at least 1-2 days. Great!
