It's been a hell of a long time since i've felt like this.... an old me. To fully understand this, you'd need to be able to read my mind, but... short story long story, it's hard to be me, there are points where i don't know who i am because i am so many things. Sometimes is really hard to keep it all toghether and in check. But enough of that, the ideea is that in the last years i've went from bad to worse, every person took a bite out of my goodness and left me spiraling down into an abyss of isolation. I've been isolating myself so i don't hurt people that don't deserve my rage and dissapoitment; it should be felt by the ones that caused them.
But, today i get to thank someone for making me feel like a person i used to be, a couple of years back. A good and helpful person. It brought (back) a smile into my soul to feel like this.
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