It's been more than a month since the last time i wrote here, i think it's time. I'll try go chronologicaly, i don't expect to succeed, though.
Part one, the wedding:
As i said a couple of times, i had some things to say about the wedding i've had to attend to at the start of september. I'll start by saying that i drooled a little at the kids that turned up to be some beautiful women, now. Like yesterday they where yey high and came to me to help them with homeworks, fix theyr computers or any other childish stuf. Now, they where women, too bad theyr feeble minds haven't grown up like thyer bodyes did, actualy the reverse would have got them a bigger gain on long term. Anyways, where was i, the wedding. One of my "ex"friends started the 2 days long party, with poor attemts to make fun of me, cuz i was ignoring him. Ofcourse i was ignoring him because he's been a retard like 7 months ago: after constantly bashing me to visit him in another town and then kinda throwing me out without a proper explanation, he actualy expected me to still be his friend. I've left him do his thing till the 2nd day, in the evening when i went to him and told him to shut up, or i will start opening my mouth and he knows what will happen then, that i'll make him mad and he won't be able to do anything about it. He stopped and we drank a bottle of wiskey, almost togheter, although he was sat at the other side of the table from me. Now, i was saying something about hypocrisy. Well, there are different traditions about weddings and stuff. The only problem was that everyone either knew another version or made up one, either way, they tried to enforce theyr vision of the wedding on everyone. I smiled everytime i saw this kind of shit going on and that got me smiling almost all the time. Since at some point i got to ride in the car with some girl (though if i would have checked her she might have had balls), i was told that i was going to marry her, though i didn't even knew her name. That actualy got me intrigued and jolly at the same time, i asked some stuff about N and she clearly wasn't the type of woman i usualy date. So the old husks that told me that, where dead wrong. I should really think about a career in photography, since all of the first day i was the photographer and i usualy find myself being the one that is taking the pictures. And since i don't think any of this will make sence to any human being no matter of whatever, i'll end it up saying that at the "party" night i've spent most of it outside, with a glass of wiskey and Fanta™, getting bored or being assaulted by kids that wanted the phone numbers for some of the "girls" i was talking at the start of this post.
I did said something about the hypocrisy afterwards, but for now, that is kida sorted out, i'll just wait and see.
Now there's another thing i wanna adress in this post, something recent. I've always like the bondage and fetish part of sex and (knowing myself) i took a direct dive into this world, these last couple of ~2weeks.(instead in dealing with any emotional issues i have, ofcourse) To be continued...
