Brand new day

I have no ideea what i am doing, right now. I feel disoriented though, i know it's better than how i've been in the last year, untill 3 weeks ago. It's hard being me, actualy it's kinda hard letting go what i've tryed to build in the last 3-4 years, the personality i've worked so hard on. Guess it's something natural, it's hard to let go on what you've worked hard to achieve. Although i still find myself helping people randomly around, i don't feel the same, and i wonder how much it will last, since my good samaritean complex just took another hit these days.
One of the shows i started to watch this fall, Hellcats, had a nice song at the end of it, hence the title of this post. It was Sting's Brand new day, or better said a cover of it with some tweaks here and there, and i've been obsesing like hell over it, most likely because it sums up a lot of the things i'm going thru right now. Here is the song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cA46ZNjrzeY&ob=av2e, i hope you enjoy it as much as i do.
Why is it a brand new day? Well maybe because my(the) new and last university year started or maybe because i've chosen that after this year i'll leave the country most likely for good. I've got so many great memoryes here, but they all tend to end up in sorrow and misery. I think i'm tired enough of the fact that more than half my life i've been miserable, i think i want more happyness in it.